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Apr. 14th, 2006 | 09:02 pm
location: my living room
mood: confused? confused?
music: Evans Blue - Quote

mmkay well i thought i should write in this cause i havent in a long time:)
well you see. not to sound concieted but there are about 5-6 guys that like me
i like about 4 of them all back and i just do not know what to do
i will prolly stay single cause i dont wanna hurt any of them. because im nice
altho that could also be hurting myself.
i'll tell you about them:

guy #1) well he walks me to my classes
& i always make him late
hes just so nice to me;
altho im not too nice back :p
he is an older guy i might add
 but age doesnt matter to me
i always love talking to him on msn ; 
and i get mad when he doesnt go on
yes i tend to get mad at him alot; 
but thats okay i still like him :p
we are both fond of sweetarts i might add ;
 but i think he just copies me:p
he says he'll never yell at me or get mad..
altho there are times where i think he might want to :P
i never let him win anyy arguement ; 
but he certainly does try

guy #2) well ive gone out with him b4..
neither of us broke up with eachother ..
our friends did it without me knowing..
so we never had a proper break up..
he treats me so amazinglyy.
 he tells me EVERYTHING i want to hear
he never gets mad at me. 
hes always there for me.
i dont get to see him that much but i talk to him alot.
he skips and gets grounded ;
so we can never get together:p
when he tells me im beautiful i argue back.
 but he wont stop arguing til he wins
i would win, but he argues so much;
 that i just get tiredd and let him win :p

guy #3) well you see i've known him since our religion retreat
i dont think he liked me very much at first;
bcuz i called him mariah :P
[long storyy behind that]
i took his bracelett cause i wanted it..
but he wanted to be mean and take it back
i also tend to get mad at him but i'm only kidding
i never get to see him at school
because hes not on my lunch or in any of my classes
so i see him after school for about 5 mins ..
or else i'll miss my bus
i asked him what he would do if i jumped off the bleachers
and he said he would catch me
i told him he couldnt make it on time
and he said atleast he would try
apparently he doesnt like me knowing who my shadow is;
cause he kept pushing me away & holding me back from the paperss
he tends to poke me or tickle me when hes bored..
which i tell him i hate; but actually i love it

guy #4) well this guy i started to like at the beginning of semester 2.
but i stopped because he has a gf
he still has a gf. ; but in my eyes she doesnt treat him right at all
he puts her first and she seems to make him her last concern
but thats my opinion ; 
he goes through difficult times;
but i try to be there for him as much as i can
he still seems to like her. 
so i wont interfere.
its not like he would like someone like me anyway
im pretty sure he just sees me as a friend; 
the thing is he doesnt know i like him


well yah .. they would prolly know who they were if they read it..
so maybe they'll read it, maybe they wont
if they do it could be for better or for worse
so we'll just see how it goes from there
i just thought i needed to let that out
because no one but me will understand

comment if you'd like
im outt.
i'll prolly write in another few months:P
<33

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omygoodness

Nov. 9th, 2005 | 08:50 pm
mood: r-mode.. haha jk r-mode.. haha jk
music: a day to remember- second glance

okay alexa told me to write in my journal everyday,
i prolly wont,
but it will be nice for her to think that =)
kay well today started off with stefano hitting me
later i got a bruise
but i forgave him, he apologized 93857293572 times
then in science, everyone told me i talked to much
well tear tear for them, i refuse to stop
but thats okay, andrew jaden and mike should go die anyway
yes i am nice
in french we did french [imagine that],
then me and pat [because we are so kool] stayed and talked to bortolin for 10 minutes =P
then was lunch, same old same old
then was religion =O *excitement*
we read a story in a book
people were getting high
yes and chris thought it would be a good idea to burn the weed
go chris!
yes then me and alexa were looking at a story called 'why wait'
well there wasnt anything about sex [tear], yes we looked
but it did say the word sexual! =O
*excitement*
but i reassured her that the day of the retreat we will be talking about sex and drugs =P which is at olph btw [woott]i get to walk home with craigg *yay*
yes and we discovered that lance, who is scared of my teeth, thinks im hot and wants to go out with me [oh boyyy]
and alexa told me about her bisexual storyy
The End *yay*

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(no subject)

Aug. 30th, 2005 | 05:37 pm
music: hawthorne heightss - the transition

WOW TODAY WAS FUN lol orientationnnn rockeddd
first we made fun of josh cachooo:P lol me n andie.
he needs kleenexxx but i asked him to be my friend and he said yes lol
andie gave him a hugg lol theen he sat with us at lunch
pat is in my art class =) which is first period so if i get lost i will get lost with him =P
then carlo marson pat and someone else i no i ferget tho lol are in my french class... great right? i still havta hel0p them with french ughh =P no lol jp i love u guys
OMG I LOVE MARSONS HAIR its so fluffy and longgg lol i love it =) and he doesnt gel it anymore cause i told him not too:p
then we made fun of the heinz guy but i cant think of his nameee lol and he was wearing red too lol
then we were waiting to be put in our groups and the guy beside me was like wow u have long @$$ nails im like lmaoo thxx?..
then he ends up being in my art class tooo lol
i got my lock to work =) and the movie we watched was mean girlss
yea well we saw my bros friends again corey and jordan .. geesh dont they ever go away:P
well then when we watched mean girlss and these guys asked me n joann what grade we were uin and joann said 9 and hes like o that sux and walked away lmaoo im like u should have said 10!!! :p
well i cant think of ne thing else so ill write later
ps jarrod was kicked by a deer =D

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bordem...

Aug. 20th, 2005 | 04:11 pm
mood: ECSTATIC!!! and lonely lol ECSTATIC!!! and lonely lol
music: cemetary drive - mcr

heyy everyone i havenmt rote in this fer like ever and yea umm im boredd
i am listenin to music
i dunt think i like n e one n e more i give up on guys no one likesss me (no im not turning lesbian eric:P)
OMG LMAOOO LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST
me amber n kyle went to the mall and we were gunna see the skeleton which was awesome btw..
kk i went up to all these ppl and im like OMG I HAVENT SEEN U IN SUCH A LONG TIME and they were jus looking at me im like IM JUST KIDDING I DONT EVEN NO U LMAOO it was the besttt
then this one guy was on the dancing game with his bear feet ewww..
then when me n amber on it this one blonde guy kept goin on my side hittin the arrows hes like oops im srry lmaoo it was great//
then my 2 bros friends were there josh and jordan ..ew.. lol
they always bug me when i go to the mall uggghhh
ERIN THINKS JORDAN(my bros friend) IS HOTT lmfaoooo i wanted to hit herrr lol
kay then we got in the movie and guess what jordan and josh were seein the same movie 8-)greaat
anyways we tried to get the ppl behind us kicked out cause they were talkin and kicking our seats...
hmmm then the movie was awesomeee kay the girl ends up hittin the psycho grandma ladyy of they top floor and then i started clapping tthen EVERYONE was clapping lmaoo it was awesomeee...
then she comes upstairs shes like CAROLYNE I THINK U BROKE MY LEGS meannwhilee she cant walk and like her bones r sticking out lmmao she THINKS she broke her legs? lmfaoo...
yea then they had this awesome grandma song thing and me and amber downloaded it its called "IKO IKO by DIXIE CUPS" if u wanna hear it it goes like this...
-[-»[My grandma and your grandma were sittin' by the fire(8) ]«-]- lmfaooo best song says:
which it is also my screen name and yeaa ummm there were other funny parts too the grandma was like chasing her it was a psycho crazzee bitch grandma lmaoo imm yelln at her in the movie lmfaoo iit was awesome..first of all i wud nevver have entered the house in the beginning god ppl in movies r so stupidd...

i felt so bad for ben the grandpa dude.. aww lol.. and at the end the young girl ends up switiching bodies with the other old lady soo yea the old man and the young girl who is now the old lady r in the ambulence and the grandpa dude was sayin help him and stuff before and he looks at her as if to say I TOLD YOU SO lmaoo it was awesome
yaa i jus told u a bunch of the movie hmm...
if u wanna see it DONT READ THIS lmaoo
wow i rote alot well thats about it
i write to ya later byyeeeeeeee

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(no subject)

Apr. 30th, 2005 | 03:12 pm
mood: lol Hyper as usual lol Hyper as usual
music: Love Is Only A Feeling - The Darkness

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Tia
Birthday:Oct 9
Birthplace:Hospital
Current Location:Home
Eye Color:Blue
Hair Color:Brown
Height:5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:many
The Shoes You Wore Today:i dint wear shoes 2day
Your Weakness:funny guys
Your Fears:spiders, moths
Your Perfect Pizza:cheese and bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:uhh get thru this year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:..a guy
Your Best Physical Feature:eyes
Your Bedtime:wenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory:snowball fight in gr 5
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:i dunt like either
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:coffee
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:no
Do you Sing:yesh
Do you Shower Daily:yesh
Have you Been in Love:yesh
Do you want to go to College:y not
Do you want to get Married:yesh
Do you belive in yourself:yesh
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:y r u asking me this ask sum1 else
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:no
Do you like Thunderstorms:yesh
Do you play an Instrument:yesh
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yesh
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:YESH
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:ew
In the past month have you been on Stage:yesh
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:its frikken 50 degrees outside of course not
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:yesh
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:me
What country would you most like to Visit:hawaii
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:preferably blue but if i liked them enuf i wudnt care
Favourite Hair Color:duznt matter
Short or Long Hair:duznt matter
Height:as tall or taller then me
Weight:as long as they aren huge lmao
Best Clothing Style:dunt kare
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:alot
Number of Piercings:2
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:too many to remember

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Crazziii:)

Mar. 18th, 2005 | 01:41 pm
mood: LoL Crazii LoL Crazii
music: Liz Phair - Why Kant I

loLz heyehy everybodyy i am happy rite now cuz
dunt giv 2 cents bout pat n e more lol
since he sez he dunt kare bout me n e more
soo he is not mii bestest buddii n e more either
mii bestest buddies care bout me right tya jessca jazzy claudia carlo n jarrod ;)...
umm well im kinda sad cuz jarrod is sick n he kant go to the mall:<
but me n erin styll r :)
i hav physio 2daii (n)
i hate it soo much!!! i dunt kare if one leg is weaker!!
i thot jessica was happy cuz she dint hav blond moments n e more lol noep she styll has those :p..
i am extraordinary if u eva get to no me im jus ur average every daii sane psycho super goddess average everyday sane psycho (8)

riite no wmii name is -[-•җ●»тîа«●җ•-]-Its Jus Like We Were Ment 2 B -I Am Extraordinary If U Ever Get 2 No Me-

its a song also bout sum guy not mentioning n e names... n e waiiz lol
i'll rite later wen i hav sumthin gud to rite lol umm buh byes!!

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Broken Up

Mar. 17th, 2005 | 04:59 pm
mood: Worried Worried
music: TBS - Cute Without The E

Well i started talkin to pat 2daii n i think its the last tyme i will b talkin to him :<
he got all mad n stuff cuz i told him i bought these shirts
n iono i dunt wanna fight with him hes mi bestest buddi.. or was :(
i hope he is my friend soon..
gud news is i dint havta go to physio 2daii cuz mii dadie fergot lol..
i cud hav went to the mall >:|..
now im jus kinda depressed n i dunno n e more
im jus like feeling blah iono
i jus wish he wasnt mad at me
i wish this neva happened.. like i sed
i dunt wanna fite with him he is mi bestest friend
lol if i never asked him bout wat he bought..
stupid ramones shirt :p..

well i think thats all ferr now.. rite l8er buh byes

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Uh Bored

Mar. 17th, 2005 | 03:55 pm
mood: LoL Hyper I Guess LoL Hyper I Guess
music: Yellowcard October Nights

Yes well i havent really rote n e thing n a while cuz i dunt hav tyme to do thys damn thing everydaii :) n e waiiz
Happy St Pats Day! lolz
umm i hav been single ferr 1 munth n 7 daiis now lol me n sammi hav been counting
uhh yes so n e guys ;) lol umm
yea well i hav physio 2daii wich i hate soo much but 2moro me n madz r gunna see jarrod myles n david :D.. im so happy.. umm well im kinda bored n dunno wut to rite.. ilike 2 guys rite now alOT.. lol i hav not failed mi goal in life which is to make everyone laugh i almost failed it the otha daii with jarrod but i got him laughin ;).. hehehe elmo needs test tickles.. hahaha.. well n e waiiz i will rite later n if u want leave the answers n the comments sooo here it is

1. Who are you, what's our relationship?:

02. How and where did we meet?:

03. What's my middle name?:

04. How long have you known me?:

05. Tell me one good thing about myself?:

06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:

07. My age:

08. Birthday:

09. My favorite band at the moment:

10. Colour eyes:

11. Do I have any siblings?:

12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:

13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:

14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:

15. Describe me in 3 words:

16. Name 5 things I love:

17. Do you think I'm good looking?:

18. How would you describe me to someone?:

19. Would you ever date me?:

20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:

21. What do you like most about me?:

22. If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:

23. Have we ever gotten in a fight?:

24. Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:

25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:

26. What do you think my weakness is?:

27. Do you think I'll get married?:

28. What makes me happy?:

29. What makes me sad?:

30. What reminds you of me?:

31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:

32. When's the last time you saw me?:

33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the
same?:

34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:

35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?:

37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:

38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:

39. Would you make a move on me?:

40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

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Hyper

Feb. 6th, 2005 | 09:23 pm
mood: ~¤Loved n Hyper¤ ~¤Loved n Hyper¤
music: With You - Jessica Simpson

LOL ok well 2daii was kinda borin KINDA
well first i went babysittin at 12:30 till 5 n made muney lol then i got home ate n went on the comp
kyle was tellin me all about his g.f. n how she was over n stuff n im like do i karE?...
n hes like ya so ya hes weird lol cuz i dunt kare..
then me amber n heather his g.f. were arguin lol n amber got kristen n it was funni lol.. n she shud mind her own damn bizzness lol..
well ya n then me n amber n jarrod were tryin to get a hold of myles n eventually we did n im goin out witt him now YaY! lol.. ya umm.. Go Patriots everyone sux cuz there all goin ferr eagles but im not everyone lol. n im goin for them cuz they hav england n ther name n i like england lol i realli dunt no n e thing bout them.. besides pat m n kim ther kool lol.. well ya um i am now tellin everyone about myles lmao.. im styll hyper tho cuz i like ate kandii n that alwaiz makes me hyper...
n i am done that damn poster thing ferr skool!! yay go me! lol umm well i juss wanted to rite n this n im now listenin to kyle on mic n watchin jarrod on webcam so i will go now lol buh byes ***muahz!!***

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Woke Up

Feb. 6th, 2005 | 11:15 am
mood: ~¤*Crazy In Love*¤~ ~¤*Crazy In Love*¤~
music: Undiscovered - Ashlee Simpson

Well heyheyz theres lol .. umm ya i talked to pat then he got off lol now im talkin to carlo n amber.. im rememberin last nite cuz it was so funn! lol nyla no i did not make out witt myles eww lol n u dint come n spy on me cuz u dunt even no wut i look like lol.. i wasnt afraid 2 sleep last nite lol thats a gud thing.. i havta babysitt 2daii i dunt wanna :'( lol.. i styll hav kandi frum last nite cuz we got alot lol sammi tya n amanda.. umm well i completely ferrgot bout all the guys i like at our skool kuz uve been hangin out witt so manii guys this weekend lol ones hoo actualli like me >:( .. thats ok it makes me feel special lol im so loved:p .. umm well i think thats it .. i finally got the culored riting n stuff lolz buh byes!!

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Funn Daii

Feb. 5th, 2005 | 09:33 pm
mood: ~¤*FlirtY*¤~ ~¤*FlirtY*¤~
music: Sk8er Boi - Avril Lavigne

Well 2daii was funn lol
i was talkin to jarrod n then i went to sammis partii
we were on da comp wit these hott guys lol n i kept taking pix altho sammi kept saying stop lol n i signed her wall
then tya n amanda kame n we ate pizza n went to zehrs to develop pictures but first we got stopped by a train lol then we bought LOTS of candi lol n got realli hyper n then we got a free cookied but i had to leave fer da mall
wen i got there i met up wit jason claudia tiff jess n myles lol
we saw boogeyman n it was scarri lol then we made fun of rob hoo wurked at cineplex odeon
then we all had our cells out n myne was green lol everyone elses wuz blu!..
besides jasons hoos was blu red n green lol.. i styll thnk he has blonde hair tho lol..
everyone was skared but da guy in it was hott lol n jason agreed lol but the girl was ugli no y? cuz she was lol jason told me dat
wen the movie ended me tiff jess n myles got popcorn n pop lol then tiff wanted me to giv myles a hug gudbye kuz he likes me lol she sed she'd giv me a dollar lol i dint n e waiiz n like then we left:< n tiff n jess were fightin over pop lol ... then i got home n went on the comp n i was talkin to jarrod n he had to take a shower n his shirt was off lol eww n then he told me he wurks out n todaii he went to visit his grandma lol . .
well i think thats it.. right now mii msn name is
җ-●»-(¯`v´¯)-»тîа«-(¯`v´¯)-«●-ILuv?- He Wanted Her She'd Neva Tell Secretly She Wanted Him As Well -җ
lol well luv ya rite l8er!!

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Jus Woke Up *YawN*

Feb. 5th, 2005 | 10:37 am
mood: ¤-Thinkin Bout *U*-¤ ¤-Thinkin Bout *U*-¤
music: Until The Day I Die

Well I woke up brushed mii teeth u no all the usual..
at 3 i think im gunna go to sammis party lol if she dunt change it again lol..
well ya i had a dream about a hot guy lol it was great .. until i woke up!!!
.. lol ya well umm im waiting ferr *interesting* people to come on msn lolz well ya..
carlo's not reallii mad at me n e more ! YaY!! im happy bout that lol.. ya mii bro n his fried slept over in the living room n now ther are feathers everywhere!!
i hope they dunt expect ME to vaccuum this ..
ya well im listenin to songs n bein bored so im riting in this lol.. well i styll onli got kaila as mii valentine!!score! n e guys ;) lol .. well ya mii surgery is gunna b feb 10th at 9am so ya i wunt b goin to skool that day! srry erin (thats erins bday so say happi bdai! lol)
after the surgery i'll b on krutches ferr a few days then after that i'll havta wear a knee brace so ya that sux but at least that damn rod wunt b in mii leg n e more..
*YawN* im styll tired lol.. i c lil kids playin in the snow across da street lol..
Madison jus kame online but she wunt say hi to me bcuz she looks at websytes all the tyme lol..
speaking of that myne is www.freewebs.com/hottywittattitude <---- so if n e 1 is bored they kan look lol..
lol fridai i got all these lil gr 7s emaail addys.. well ther not realli lil but lol its jus fun to say
now im listenin to music very loud jus like yesterdaii.. lol sammi it was onli a kiss how did it end up like thys it was onli a kiss it was onli a kiss!! lmao
ok one dai me sammi n tiff were in the yogurt room omg thys lil kid walks up to us im thinkin he wants to buy a yogurt right? no he wanted to bend his thumb bak lmao it was so funni im like alright omg lmao it was jus so funni lol ...
then we thot these hott guys were in the office well there were guys ther they werent hott tho lol lets juss say ther gabes *type* lmao alright umm
thats it ferr now buh byes!!
I Luv *Guyz*

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Bein Bored

Feb. 4th, 2005 | 03:13 pm
mood: blah blah

Ya Right Now Im Soo Bored lOl i hav 1 Valentine Woot woot! lol score! Kaila!! lol ya well i need more so if u wanna b mii valentine tell me lol
well ya im listenin to kandi shop!! i luv thys song lol

җ-●»-(¯`v´¯)-»тîа«-(¯`v´¯)-«●-IĽuv?-(k)I'llTakeU2TheKandiShopI'llLetULickTheLollyPopBoy1TasteOfWutIGotI'llHavUSpendinAllUGot(k)-җ

Its even mii msn name soo yaa lol umm pat thinks i copy him all the tyme i dunt! i juss wanted too see if he had that pic i saved it ferr him... n he yelled at me :< soo ya Purple won the playoffs lol go us ya i scored!! go me !! Lol um im talkin to jarrod myles n david n ther kinda weird lol espcialli on webcam lol

tiff kept threatin me she was gunna giv myles mii number lol im like omg dunt!! so ya then we walked outta science the other daii cuz we got fed up witt r class lol me sammi n tiff go us!! lol i dunt giv 2 cents bout wut u think I HAVE 2 CENTS soo funni lol well iono i'll rite more later lol buh bye!

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Bored

Feb. 4th, 2005 | 02:52 pm
mood: sad sad

Well her everybodii lolz well im juss kinda bored right now.. sammi gave jarrod mii email addy i dunt no y!! lol im kinda sad to cuz carlo is styll mad at me lol i wudnt rite wut i rite in mii real journal cuz thats embarrasin lol.. im not tellin u hoo i like lol like 3-5 guys tho lol .. well ya umm jarrod myles n david n sammi say im hott lol no im not.. they want me to go on webcAm so i hadta put mii contacts on lol.. well iono i'll add more later wen i hav sumthin better to say lol luv yah!

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